Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Nervous...

I sit here alone in the house with Peanut. Yes, that is what she is going to be referred to here on out. J took the kids to church tonight for dinner, children's choir and Awana clubs. I have some friends coming over later to see the baby but for now it is just me and her. Which means I have to make myself dinner! I am on so many different pills it is also scary to me to be left alone because what if I pass out or get dizzy and fall? I am taking two different pain medicines, an iron supplement, antibiotics (for UTI, so not fun) and regular vitamins. I can open my own pharmacy! I need to make sure I have plenty of diapers and wipes at the location I sit with her so I don't have to keep getting up to get stuff. The kids have been great little helpers with getting things and throwing things away for me. I am so emotional too, which is probably why this post is jumping all over the place. Sorry! Nursing is going good but she has injured my left side and I need new nursing bras because yet again they have gotten bigger then the last baby...I don't even know how that is possible. I feel pretty good today as long as I keep on top of my pain medicines. I just can't wait to start feeling better and get off of these pills so I can just be the mom again. Well I need to go tend to my little girl.

3 comments:

The Flip Flop Mamma! said...

Don't we live kinda close together? I should come over and we can be sickies together! I feel so bad for you. I'm going to my parent's house for the weekend so I can just rest and my mom can take care of my kids. Read my new post if you have time.

KELLI BELLY said...

Yes please don't fall!I remember just wanting to feel normal again. You will soon. Praying for a speedy recovery for you, your boob & your belly :o)

Elizabeth said...

Sending you healing thoughts.