Last night I broke down after all the kids went to bed, I called my friend and cried to her on the phone, Thanks Adina for being there for me. I felt so overwhelmed yesterday with making a quick decision about the procedure and not J here to talk about it before I said yes and then with the kids soccer camp. Monday when I went to watch them early they were having a water break and some of the language I was hearing was not appropriate but I gathered my kids near me and hoped that they didn't hear anything. Well unfortunately there were water breaks before this point and they had already heard some stuff. Monkey comes home asking what pussy meant. Well there are many meanings to this word and I'm sure it wasn't being used to refer to a kitty cat. I totally forgot about it until last night when GG comes in my room and tells me about a little boy talking about what is f followed by uck? Both my kids were clueless as was Monkey's friend from school. Everything they guessed the boy said no to. Finally he said sound it out to which GG said the word. The little boy says, " You said a swear word." At this point she is crying and saying, "How was I suppose to know?" I reassured her that she isn't in trouble but that she should say that word again. We talked about not saying words we don't know the meaning too because it might be a bad word. I just really needed J here for some parental support. I ended up getting there a little early and talking to the coaches this morning. They were all surprised but when I told them the kid's name they weren't. They talked to the whole group and the water breaks were heavily suprivised today. Oh and the doctor's office called and said I can't do the procedure on Monday at that location because they don't except our insurance there so I have to go Thursday next week at the hospital. So pray for me on Thursday at 11:30 is the procedure!!! Still thankful it isn't in August but when I talked to the nurse today she said they had another cancellation and it was for today...told her yeah I can't do today :)
Today was a good day though after camp we went to a birthday party for a girl at church and then we went to see Adina and her boys, went out to dinner with them and then over to the fire station where her husband works. The kids had a blast and I am so thankful for wonderful friends. Also I wanted to mention that Peanut on Monday started to realize daddy wasn't around and she was looking for him. She has looked for him the past few days too. She sure loves him. And he scheduled a blog post for today that was really sweet. If you are interested in what he wrote click on his link on the sidebar, too lazy to actually link him.